I remember
I pulled out my prayer journal this morning as I've felt like God wanted me to start writing again after a long break. One of the last entries was from November 18, 2023: "I had said in my alarm, 'I am cut off from your sight. But you heard the voice of my pleas for mercy when I cried to you for help.' -Ps. 31:22 Lord, there are times where I feel cut off from your sight, destined to live on the outskirts of community. It hurts to be lonely, to see others' prayers so quickly answered, to lack good desires fulfilled, companionship, and friendship. It hurts. Will I take the good but not the bad from your hand? I pray for hope, and hope that is finally fulfilled, not deferred. I pray that you will hear my prayers and grant me a loving + godly husband soon. Do not forget about me, Lord. Please grant me a family of my own. I pray for hope, contentment, and joy. I can't muster them up myself. Thank you for hearing this prayer and all the others. Thank you for worki...

